hi all!
just feel like typing stuff instead of studying for my chem test
Anyway Many things have happened
for example CNY n Friendship wk
This year Cny was not that good cos i didnt get to receive alot of angbaos
plus i lost quite an amount of fortune due to gambling
But it was rather well spent with my friends ๐
friendship wk!
The first day was V.day
the day i went ard the sch with more than 10 balloons
It was really fun ๐ my balloons are well drawn k!
Can totally see who r the popular ones n who r the fortunate ones
im blessed by those who gave me stuff
I.e shaur en for ur flower, rochelle for ur cupcake , andy for ur bottle of stars, alyssa for ur antiv.day cookie, charmaine for ur crunchies , ethel for ur royce chocolate, weimin for ur chocolates chandini for ur muffin!. N the balloons ppl! MUACKS ALL
the photos turned out very nice ๐ good hair day for me too muahahh Pls go fb to see for urself
But disgusted by some girls dont wan to talk abt it
Second day of the week!
total defence day!!
it was fun at the various booths ๐
the fire drill = camwhore session w. muanting n s09 ppl
painted my face green with qq hm monique terry n all
hahahha it was hard to remove cos that guy gave an ultra thick coat for me
alot ppl were like TERRORIST! or hey zhijun u looked better like that eh
so mean but im used to it hahaha
wed
it was nth much basically there was volleyball trg with the new j1s
Frankly speaking they r better than some of the j2s
But i dun wan the j2s to be kicked out of the team.. quite impossible
haiz im impartial when it comes to this kind of stuff
Awesome training anyway ๐
thurs : I ponned sch to make a trip down to the polyclinic
Got medicine for my eyes nose n throat.
told off by the doctor cos i was sick for more than a week :X
then toured ard bedok. got my contacts n stuff
friday!
basically it was a total waste of time to go to srjc and it rained
so the friendly match is postponedย -.-
The carnival was okay la… partly becos of things that happened on thurs night!
Thurs night >
Cried again while talking to gabriel FYI he was consoling me but yea hahah
it was a past issue that i cried several times over it
for example when i read muanting blogpost last year
it is about friends. i simply sucks at this kind of things
it might be because of the friendship wk then got some effect on me
all those mentioned above did prove that i have an fabulous time in sch
but i have no idea what is real n whats not
I even felt friendless n lonely
it is not like i dun treat u guys as friends
im that kind of person who dont like to share my piece of life
perhaps it is too boring for many. Haiz
I should open up more based from many ppl
but it is difficult, i dont know how to open my mouth n initiate cos it just brings down the mood
Plus if i emo in sch people will think i AA
im clueless on what to do. Just be myself? i get haters wts.
Im so helpless.
i have no idea why nowadays i found myself loitering the school alone.
Speaking of AA issue, got anonymous asking qns on formspring
saying that im ugly n act popular n big in school
hi i no ned you to tell me that im ugly
i know that very well. I see my own reflection.
I dont act popular n big in school, i just happened to be loud n enthu when i see my friends.
Haiz haters. Get a life n stop bothering my friend muanting as well.
We have a life unlike u loserballz
Anyhow, went out alone ytd! to plaza sing & bras basah
toย upgrade my phone to O.S 2.2 *not much diff leh tmd waste my time. now have to redl everything. stupid only*
n purchase many stuff.
got my sportshair band from sasa… treat myself to chocolate milkshake
Shopped in daiso for going to an hour ( have to wait for 2 hours for the phone) bought 5 items ๐
then walked around~
after getting my phone.. made my way down to bras basah to get foolscap
Afterall that is like the nearest n largest popular branch.
Should have gotten somebody’s popular card
gotten myself 11 pads of foolscap.
Then bus home~
Seriously i have no idea what am i doing these days. Suicide much. ARGH i hate myself so much now.